since when did I become such a selfish bitch?
It’s really frustrating that I have racist parents, especially my mom. It just makes me mad because we live in the most diverse country, and she’s still stuck in her bubble of filipinos. Whenever I talk about a new friend or try to make her remember someone, I have to say if they’re white, filipino, mexican, etc. Maybe it’s because she works at a juvenile hall? I don’t know, it just makes me so mad.
My sisters know it too and they just tell me that I have to accept that my mom’s racist. But that’s something that I can’t just accept. I’ve told her up front that she is racist but she denies it.
The one guy I’m serious about is black, mexican, and part white, which doesn’t help the situation. She see’s past fact that he has the highest GPA on the football team, and he keeps it up while living in Palmdale. It’s just so shallow. But that’s not gonna stop me
I’m actually really lucky to have someone like you. I want to show you off and let everyone know. And I know I put you through hell, I’m sorry. I’m still trying to heal how things used to be, but… I’m happy. I’m truly happy by just being with you. And I hope you are too.
Karma has literally slapped me in the fucking face
I never thought the roles would’ve switched. I made the same mistake you did. Now I see how your felt and how it effected the other person, who used to to be me.
and I probably am making a really big mistake. it creeps me out how i’m just accepting it too.