“I’ma take you deep, go in between, make love to you, cause girl it’s seeming like you’re ready. So i’m about to take you up no parachute. Yeah I know everything you like, and you know that’s how to make it right for me, when you’re bopping that body. Baby bring that ass to me.Girl put on your seatbelt it’s gonna be a ride…”
I just can’t look back at the memories and smile anymore. I did before, I was happy about everything that happened. But now I get all heated up, and it feels like there’s a heavy weight on my chest. Makes me wonder what was real and what was fake. I really wish that I could happily reminisce. I know I’m at fault somewhere here, I don’t know where or how. But it’s my fault for falling back into the trap.
In all honesty, now that my eyes are open I’m not as upset as I thought I would be. I’m happy that I’m finishing up this chapter in my life. I’m glad that it’s completely over, I know I deserve better, and I know what kind of person you are.
“Most of the time it’s too difficult, too expensive, or too scary. It’s only once you’ve stop that you realize how hard it is to start again so you force yourself not to want it, so it’s always there and until you finish it, it will always be unfinished.”—Ted Mosby - How I Met Your Mother (via ayynakufarinapauline)
My little brother got into outer space and stuff so my step-mom bought him a place mat with all the planets on it. When I first saw it, I was upset, because it was newer and so Pluto wasn’t labeled. I was about to say something when I noticed something…